A
decade after that first telescope, Galileo made a new discovery. By inverting
the order of those same lenses he found that he could magnify not the world
outside him, but the world of the very small. For the first time in human
history it became possible to see the building blocks of human life, and to
begin to discover the causes of diseases. But Galileo wasn’t particularly
interested in looking down, and into the world around him – he was preoccupied
with looking out.
He’d
draw detailed pictures of tiny fleas - but he ignored the possibility that they
might have anything to do with the plague that was ravaging Italy. For another
300 years countless millions died of the plague and preventable diseases across
Europe because the cutting edge of science lay in observations through the
telescope rather than the microscope. Perhaps this human tendency is
understandable, it’s certainly historically and culturally very ancient: to
look up and out, to try to penetrate into what’s beyond - rather than to look
down , or deeper in, to look more closely at what’s beneath our feet, literally
and metaphorically. So there was a cost to Galileo’s preoccupation with what
lay beyond this world - humanity paid a price for focusing on the outer reaches
of the skies rather than that interior world much closer to home.
Nowadays,
of course, the technology exists to look deeper into and explore the
‘nanoverse’ as well as the universe. And maybe that’s where cutting edge
science is going in our era, with the Large Hadron Collider and the Higgs boson,
and all that particle physics stuff that we’re told will lead through
nano-technology (and also genetic engineering) to transformations in our world
as enormous as those the Galilean revolution set in motion.
But
meanwhile - suspended between the hidden vastness and remoteness of the
universe and the hidden sub-microscopic particles of which we and everything
are made up - here we are, on Rosh
Hashanah, the Jewish New Year: the time in our calendar when the symbolism
of our tradition encourages us to look in both directions at the same time.
Maybe it’s a lost art, to look in two directions at once – it sounds like a recipe for dizziness, or
maybe a crick in the neck - but that’s what Rosh
Hashanah is about. The liturgical poetry of the day reminds us ‘today is
the birthday of the world’, and we celebrate a New Year with this strange
counting we do in the Jewish calendar using both the moon and the sun to
measure time.
The
symbolism of this theme, the ‘birthday of the world’, sensitizes us to our
small existence here on the planet, this mere speck in the universe, a cosmic
dot that has come into being over aeons of time, evolving in all its chemical and
physical and biological complexity, evolving life, infinitely slowly, from the
primal soup through plant life, animal life, human life, evolution in all its
mystery and grandeur, from protoplasmic slime evolving into us, in all our
glory, in all our transient fragility. Each of our brains – that ‘three pounds
of jelly’ as the late Oliver Sacks once
described it – each human brain contains 100 million neurons and 100 trillion
synapses. That’s some awesome evolution we have gone through.
Today
is the ‘birthday of the world’ – and we celebrate creation and our ongoing existence in creation. We do look
up, we look around, we look out – and we glimpse, we sense, that there is
something incomprehensible about our being here, about anything so complex as us being here at all. And the imagery of
the Jewish New Year encourages us to think about this mystery: our smallness,
our insignificance within all of creation. It helps us to feel a humility in
the face of the majesty of being. So that’s one direction we look at this time
of the year.
But
of course we also look in another direction. We not only look out, we look in.
It’s the time of the year for the microscope as well as the telescope. The New
Year also asks us to direct our attention inwards, it prompts us towards
self-examination. It’s as if it says:
‘given that we are here,
alive, now, given that we extraordinary creatures do exist on this
extraordinary planet in this extraordinary universe, how are we getting on with
this job of being human: what are we
making of our lives?’
It
asks us to put ourselves under the microscope and see what’s there: it asks us
to look at our human qualities – how are they developing, where are they
atrophied, which ones are healthy, where do they need treatment? Is our capacity
for kindness flourishing? Is our capacity for love in need of repair? Is our
capacity for generosity wearing thin?
In
the poetry of our tradition, alongside the motif of the ‘birthday of the world’, Rosh Hashanah is also called Yom Ha-Din, the Day of Judgement. For
each of us. We adjust our inner lenses and look at the state of our souls and hearts.
And this is private work, personal work, that we each do during these days
between Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur - we do it on our own, though we also do it in
a collective setting, and gain strength from each other in doing so. We
recognise that our fates are intertwined with each other, as a community, as a
people, the Jewish people – who are guests on this planet along with every
other people. Although the process of
self-examination is personal, we acknowledge that we are all in this
human predicament together.
So
these are the days for looking inside, and making judgements about what we see.
You don’t have to believe in some external deity who does the judging – you
don’t have to take the liturgy’s imagery literally, in other words – to see that there is an inner spiritual process
being described in our tradition that has a relevance whatever we believe about the traditional imagery with its divine
Being recording our lives in the great Book of Life. There is passion in this
poetry - and like all great poetry it helps us sense that we live in two worlds:
we live simultaneously not just in the physical, material world but also in
another world, of spirit, of soul, of conscience, of intuitions and
intimations, of values and vision, a
world of meaning; meaning that is not just dictated from on high
but that we help create, help come into being.
The
Jewish New Year asks the Jewish people to take upon themselves a
self-questioning on behalf of all humanity. The chutzpah of this is breathtaking. The religious mythology of the
day suggests that the well-being of the world depends on the self-reflective,
self-judging efforts of the Jewish people. Arrogantly or not, humbly or not, we
the Jewish people meet together on the New Year and insist on taking seriously a
central spiritual and ethical question: how we are bearing up to this demanding
task of being human? Fully human. Meaning: how well are we living our qualities
of empathy, love, fellow-feeling, altruism, our sense of fairness and justice,
all our finer, nobler qualities – are we expressing them as best we can,
individually and as a people? or are we allowing ourselves to be dominated by
those other qualities that are also part of who we are - our fearfulness, our
possessiveness, our aggression, our cruelty, our meanness of spirit?
Judaism
has long acknowledged that we are continually being pulled between these
different sides of our being, between our creative divine potential and our
destructiveness. And in these days between Rosh
Hashanah and Yom Kippur , if we
are honest it sometimes doesn’t take too long under the microscope for us to
see what’s eating away at our souls and our better selves. Souls can grow sick, souls can become
cancerous, as well as bodies. We know this - though we perhaps don’t want to
know this.
On
these days we cast a net into the depths of the soul and see what we pull up,
what we can glimpse there: and sometimes we are shocked or shamed by what is
lurking there, and sometimes we are dazzled by the light that we catch sight
of.
Perhaps
this year there is no better litmus test of the state of our souls than our
response to the refugee crisis, the greatest humanitarian and ethical challenge
of our time. Suffice it to say that if you listen to three different European
leaders – Germany’s Angela Merkel, open-hearted, bold, generous, compassionate;
David Cameron, timorous, calculating, uncomfortably at odds with the perhaps
surprising groundswell of public sympathy in the UK, the wish to respond
practically and magnanimously to the crisis; and Hungary’s Viktor Orban, self-righteous,
xenophobic, racist, callous – when we see these responses played out in front
of us, we might find elements, traces, of all those stances inside us if we
look closely enough.
But
at this time of the year, as we Jews reflect on the tussle inside us between
righteousness and selfishness, we hope, and trust, (and yes, pray), that we can
find and live out the finer aspects of our being rather than the shabbier
parts. The pressures and demands of life can sometimes squeeze us dry but we each
have reservoirs of goodness within us, and we can draw upon our compassion and empathy
and sense of justice as we respond to this crisis that isn’t going to go away.
It is our new reality – and the need to seek refuge, to find new homes (for one
reason or another, to do with war or economic deprivation or the effects of
climate change), the need to build new lives in new places, will be the story
of the 21st century.
A
word about World Jewish Relief - who are
co-ordinating Anglo-Jewry’s response to the crisis. There are many different practical
initiatives going on up and down the UK, but it may be that your response is
financial - and that is just as important. You may not know what else to do but
you shouldn’t underestimate the mitzvah
of donating: a donation through World Jewish Relief (www.wjr.org.uk) will
provide food, shelter, medicines and hygiene kits to refugees in Turkey and
Greece who are fleeing war and persecution. In Turkey the organization has partners
on the ground working closely with the 275,000 children who have had to cross
over the Syrian border to gain some kind of safety. And in Greece, World Jewish
Relief are working through the Greek Jewish community to help those seen as
particularly vulnerable, mothers with new-born babies, providing shelter,
blankets and medical support.
Some people think giving money is an
easy response, a way of relieving one’s conscience. But I suggest that one shouldn’t
judge this response too harshly. Yom
Ha-Din, the Day of Judgement, says that if you can save one life, it is
judged as if you have saved the whole world, certainly a whole world. And what an amazing thing that is for any of us to
do. You can send money with the click of a button – and save a life. What a
world we live in! As Jacob said when he awoke from his dream-filled sleep: Ma nora ha-makom ha-ze (Genesis 28: 17)
– how awesome this place is!
The poet Seamus Heaney once wrote: “The
way we are living, timorous or bold, will have been our life” [from ‘Elegy for
Robert Lowell’]. That gifted, convent-educated Roman Catholic Irishman, much
missed, was never more Jewish than when he wrote that line: “The way we are
living, timorous or bold, will have been our life.” It sums up the inner
message of these Days of Awe.
These ten days, these so-called ‘Days of
Awe’, ask us to use, symbolically, our telescope and our microscope. We do need
to look up, and out, and beyond ourselves – to really see this world, what it
is and what it needs; and who is in it and what they need. We need to not be
focused only on ourselves, individually, or even as a people, always asking ‘what’s
best for the Jews’. We need to look out beyond the horizon of nationalism and
people-hood. And we need to look in, to see the gifts and the creativity we
have within us (and the harm we do when we fail to live out our better selves).
There’s always a fluidity between these
two positions, looking out and looking in. A dialectic. We move between
introspection, which helps us see more clearly, and outer action, living more
fully, more generously, in the world we see around us. Looking in, looking out, looking out, looking
in: it’s as simple as breathing, as
complex as breathing, in and out. This is our life, at every moment. The
miracle of our being here, held in the being of the universe.
[based on a sermon given at Finchley
Reform Synagogue, London, on the second day of Rosh Hashanah, 2015; and themes inspired by a New York Review of Books review (9/7/2015) by Tim Flannery of ‘Life’s
Engines: How Microbes Made Earth Habitable’ by Paul G.Falkowski]
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